Perhaps I Should Just Give Up

After a long time of not writing, I suddenly have this urge to write because of a blog I saw. My "girl friend" created a blog here in Blogspot and I saw it. There she detailed how she loves this other guy who does not love her at all. So I guess that is the reason why fro 4 days now, she has not been in contact with men. No emails, no texts nor call, and no IM messages.

I feel frustrated and down. I feel like my world is tumbling over but what can I do? We are all bound this thing called LOVE and there is very little we can do once our emotions take over.

I love her. I love RSK. She makes me feel special and yet she is in love with someone else. All I can do is to back off and let her be happy with the man she loves.

I wish you luck RSK. If and when possible, I still look forward to marrying you in 2020 as we agreen on. I love you very much.